Final log

You never know what you have till you've lost It....I guess those guys in the past really know what they're talking about lol.

Well anyway, got a lotsa assignments to pass up next week. Haven't even finish some of it, yet somehow my mind feel at peace lol, no stress, no tension, no nothing, weird. Never feel this blissful in a while, been having fun this past few days.

Maybe I'm going nuts :0

or not^^

The skies seem so blue even when it rains.
The heat feels so nice even when it's hot outside.
Heck, even pouring boiling wax on my hand yesterday felt so cool.
I guess his is how It feels to be alive....
Enjoying the rough AND the good times.

Its not about being positive all the time,
sometimes you gotta know how it feels when everything going down hill,
no one to trust, no one's there with you when you're in the darkness.
When betrayed by the person you truly trust.
or how It feels to lose all hopes when you truly need it.
That IS life.

There are certain people I don't like, but still, I can never have the heart to truly hate anyone.
God did say " Love your enemies"
I guess that's one commandments which I can live with.

Life has been rough,
but in the end everything is always gonna be alright.

ahhh~~~

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12th November 2008...71st post.
Well thx for reading, whoever you are, this will be my last post in this blogspot.
Tho I'm not gonna delete It, just for reminiscences.
In case I've forgotten who I used to be.

Seasons come and go,
Friends come and go,
Love come and go,
Sadness come and go.
Happiness come and go.
Yesterdays friend can be today's enemy.
Yesterdays laughter can become tomorrow's tears.
Vice versa.

In short,
Nothing is meant to last,
Everything has Its ending.
Gotta face that one important fact of life.
Nothing is forever or as what it seems.
Remember that.

I'll just gonna go with the flow for now,
float wherever Fate wanna.
Tho I'll swim against the wave if I see something or someone worthwhile.

Gotta move on with life, no matter how boring or bleak it might be.

What you've read in this whole blog is a part of me,
My life as a typical college kid.
Part of me that you'll never see in person.
Behind that cheerful, smilling face that you always see.

Emo,
Nerd,
Otaku,
Corny,
Weird,
Serious,
Stupid,
photography nut,
Lazy,
Lame,
Loner,
Whiner....

But ultimately, I'll always be a shy, happy-go-lucky guy,
I can't get through my life even a day without laughter.
Met few people that has influenced my life.
Got a few scars to remember my mistakes.
Whatever happens, I know I've had a happy life.

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I'm not gonna complain anymore.
Take care & Godspeed.

~sempat~
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lol

(n_n)y

~End~

~frosty~

Hah!

No time for fun and game anymore, few more days left, I mean a FEW!
Who need sleep eh? =.="

Sometimes it feels as if whenever I'm taking one step forward, I'm being pushed two steps back...now that's what I call moon-walking,lol.

Ah well, Ain't got the time to complaint but just gotta suck it up for now.

Time to dive into the fireworks, hell yeah!!

~frosty~

Batang Aik?!

8th October, we went a trip to Batang Ai for our last photography assignment with our Lecturer, Mr Simon.
Basically the whole bus trip took around 5 hour to and fro T.T.

Our first stop after 2 hours of gluing our butt in the bus seat, need to strecth our arms and legs ya know? Right after we grab some snacks for the next butt gluing session, we head to Batang Ai power plant, gotta admit, that place is boring man =.=" so I'm gonna skip that.
Hilton Batang Ai entrance, after climbing some stairs from the jetty, everyone was totally exhausted.Although It was a little hot and humid when we arrive, overall the place is nice, a paradise in the middle of nowhere:) I like
After Eric, Dom and I were assigned our room, we just crashed onto our bed lol, the cold air-conditioned room and fluffy bed were just too much of a temptation for us xD But alas, we have to go coz we have a jungle trekking session right after that o.O"
Simon flirting with a tourist.:p Kiddin' Lol, I seriously respect that old guy, really look up to him, I'm sure we're all gonna miss him when he's not teaching us anymore. Well I know I will anyway.
100 meter hanging bridge>.<" damn It was scary o.O Some sunset shots


Testing Edmund's wide angle filter on my lens xD. Those two are Abby & Ren, sitting on the floating pier, watching the sun go down:)Random moment.Sorry, blur >.<" Right after that we return to our room, waiting for dinner. Eric and Dom.Even cold water can make you drunk :P
Carolyne & Angel. lol
We tried to stay awake as long as possible, gotta enjoy every minutes we're here ya know, aha. The guys having a game of snooker...or billiard...or pool, or whatever you call 'em, which I really suck at.>.<

Well, Eric and I didn't play, instead we hung out at the bar and chat with the friendly bartender, Fedrow:) we even get some free shots of liqueur lol. after entertaining us with some ghost story about the place, he insist that we should star gazing at the pier while floating some candle on the lake, so that what we did:D The guys are doing some ritual lol. jk. Lighting the candles before we let them float away...I managed to doze of a few times, well not before I manage to spot a few shooting stars, I hope I'll get my wish haha.
The next day, Eric and I woke up a bit late,around 8.30 a.m, that last night 'tuak' and liqueur really does Its job.Having a 'little' breakfast, which seemed like a buffet lol. After eating as much as our stomach let us, we take some photo for memento. Who knows when we're gonna visit this place again.:(

Took this one while on the way to our room.haha.



Group shot. After we arrived safely to Kuching.
Really needed the trip. Overall It was a great experience, haven't had any fun in a while;)
If only we could've stayed longer>.<"

~frosty~

Love at first sight.....

Aw man, this baby is one heluva camera.Love them to bits.

The E-30 from Olympus, just announced a few days ago.

Yea yea, I know, It's not the camera that makes a good photograph, It's the person holding It. But man oh man, seeing this beauty makes me wanna change that statement.

Gotta get me one, mwahaha.Cost roughly around RM4600(!),Need to start saving some cash, I'll skip lunch if I have to.xD

It's weather-sealed(almost water proof, but definitely rain-proof)and has an improved body strength. A blessing for me since I carry my SLR almost everywhere,everyday, rain OR shine,

Swiveling LCD, no more lying on the ground to get the shot I wanted, woot.

As usual, the control layout is perfect, all the quick access buttons are located EXACTLY where they're suppose to be. Ain't that nice?

In camera photo editing, no more time wasted in front of PC, edit while on the go. Now that's pure ecstasy right there. Gotta love the classic Pin-hole and pop art effects xD

So called 'purist'(people who insist that photo shouldn't be altered in any way) can form a line behind me and kiss my ass, one by one. Unless you're doing photo journalism, photo editing is perfectly fine.

Most people would say that the sensor of the four-thirds camera is very noisy, but that is just exaggeration. I've never been disappointed by the image quality of my Oly slr.

Give me one of this and I can die as a happy man....:p Kiddin'....but seriously, lol.

~euphoric frosty~

Holy shit! It's Holiday!!!

Holiday is coming soon, finally, it's like it has been ages.

Hope I can go to Selangor this holiday, my uncle is looking for a part time photographer. He's a videographer by the way. I mean It's a good way for me to learn the ropes.

*crosses finger*

Nothing fun to do here, I mean I'm just waiting for the Anime convention that's gona happen (or not) around January next year. (Damn, that reminds of the the tag that I need to do o.O")Everyone will be busy I guess. Everyone's gotta move on with their own life eh:)

It's either that or I'm gonna be stuck here, doing part time jobs =.="...... I ain't gonna rot to death here man!

I don't want to live in my imagination anymore, enough of books & dreaming. I wanna see & feel everything out there. sigh~

~frosty~

A little poem about assignments

Assignment, assignment, assignment, assignment.
especially from our lecturer Alex and Mr.Simon
Every time I pass up they ask for refinement.
So doing my work again, I'm stuck in a confinement.

Being a hard worker I always try,
every time doing doing it non-stop makes me wanna cry T.T
Even got some work delayed from July.
My time management sucks, I can't deny.
I always wanna do It but I blame my sleepy eye =.=zzzzZZZ
Why I'm like that I also don't know why. ?.?"

Today we got mass com presentation,
report haven't done yet now my head got all tension.
It feels like one of those old situation.
Where I just wanna fly away, find my sweet sweet salvation.

If I don't do my work I'm sure gonna die.
If repeat sem again, by my lecturer I'm gonna get 'fry'.
All I can say is 'aye-ya-yai'
Please dun kill me I promise to be a good guy. :p

Alright, sure, no problem, Okay
I know I got you all bored so I will go away xD
Besides, I dunno what else to say.
Ow man, this whole poem sounds a bit too gay. D:

~frosty~

Sunset

The burning sun is going to set soon.
Slowly replaced by the star and the moon.
All the flame of yesterday is slowly burning away.
No matter how much I want it to stay.

I expected to walk this long walk home alone,
beaten road scattered with pebbles and stone.
But along the way I found a few walking the same road.
giving a hand lifting this load.
Gone are the joy of yesterdays.
fun and laughter and all of those craze.
drifting away like clouds in the skies.
One by one we say our goodbyes.

Yet, in the end the sun must come down.
But please whatever happens never ever frown,
hold your head up high,
because tomorrow the sun will return to the sky xD

p/s: I know it's a corny poem, but that's is the only way to express what I'm feeling right now. :p

xD

~frosty~